So I did something I would have never even thought to do days, weeks, months or even years ago. I went on social media and decided it was just to much for me and my mental health and decided to just delete everything off of my phone. My brain needs a break and I’ve been really working on listening to myself and going with my feelings. I have to admit it’s a little scary not knowing what’s happening around me or getting a peek into other people lives. BUT on the other hand it’s exactly what I need to focus on myself and what Ebony needs to be doing and accomplishing. “One small step for man, one giant step for mankind.” I’m thinking that in this time away from social media I am going to pour myself into my writing and over indulge in my thoughts and emotions. I want to feel all my feels and think long and hard on what path I am journeying on.
I welcome all the creativity, focus and positive energy that this change is going to bring me. Like I really just can’t express to you how IMPORTANT/VITAL it is to spend time getting to know yourself. To spend time getting to know what offends you. What makes you happy, getting to know what bothers you and what your likes and dislikes are. It important to really evaluate what is taking space up in your life and adding value vs. devaluing you. What friendships have run their course and what friendships you want to nurture and really dive deeper in. None of this is easy for me but it’s something that I just can’t afford NOT TO DO! I want to be the best my self. I want to add value to others and not take away from them. I want to be a better communicator. I want to be a better woman, spouse, friend. I plan on spending time getting to know the things that I struggle with and need to work on. Life is a journey and I kind of feel like I’ve spent most of my journey starting in someone else’s movie or at least it’s felt that way. But now it’s time to step into the limelight and be the lead in my own. I feel like I have such an incredible story to tell but yet I feel like I am just now working on chapter 1. So I guess by for now and I look forward to sharing with you readers soon ✌🏾
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